kenape je tetibe x rase excited nak balik msia??? x tau nape... erm...
ntah la.. tetibe rase cam down pulak... rase cam nak lari jauh2...
xtau ar nk kate ape... rase cam nk g lari balik mase skolah rendah dulu...
dulu sume suka paggil iqa doremon... kan best kalau iqa betul2 doremon.. x yah pk susah2.. ade je pintu suka ati nk g mane2... iqa nak g balik mase time kecik2... x de byk tggjwb... ingat dulu mase darjah 6... dapat main dgn kwn2 without having any feelings... skang dah lain.. sume dah besar, ade rase segan2.. ntah kenape iqa x rase segan ngan diorng... maybe that's why org ckp iqa ni childish?? iqa rindu kwn2 lame dulu... even though still contact, tp x dpt main cam dulu lagi... tetibe je rase rindu kat diorng... lagi2 smalam lps chatting ngan nadia, lupe nak buzz die balik.. sorry awk, kite lupe gileee...
ermmm.... mcm sume ckp, kwn2 akan dtg n pegi... just only that we as a normal human being will always forget to appreciate people around us... i really know how it feels when people around us ignored us.. trust me, it really hurts like hell! nk buat cmne, iqa kena be strong n i really did went thru this situation before.. all i have to do is keep appreciate people around me sbb kat sini family da x de nk tolong, i only hav frens to help me... dulu kat college boleh la call2 parents pakse dtg kan... but not here.. im a big gal already n i changed a lot..
ok, iqa tau pendengar blog setia iqa ni hanyalah eizaz... actually rindu gak kat eizaz da lame x chat n talk ngan die.. its been a long time though... awk, buzz la kite kalau free! kite rindu gile kat awk tau.. awk je x rindu kat kite eh... =p
till then... sekian time kaseyyy... =)))
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hai kak iqa!!!!!!!!
how r u doing in moscow???
hope ur in d PiNKeST oF HeaLTH!=D
n hope evrything's okay with u...
hmm...
akak nk tau x?
kdg2 bile dila on9 dila slalu baca blog akak...
hehe... best la baca bout ur daily happenings...
n in dis particular piece,
i totally undrstand how u feel kak...
i've been in d same situation 2...
feeling like u hv so much 2 deal with...
wat with mountains of hmwork n other big responsibilities...
when u feel like ur friends r ignoring u....
smtimes u get lonely...
n hving no one 2 turn 2 when u feel down...
d pain ws unbearable...
n i kept wishing dat i cud turn back time when i ws in middle skool...
juz being an innocent little girl...
so carefree n childish...
juz being urself...
x bnyk pk...
happy je hari2 dtg skola...
cudnt wait 2 meet ur friends n we dun hv 2 give a damn bout wat ppl tink.. haha! n time 2 pun rasa seronok sgt nk blaja coz d things we learn were easy 2 cope with n x stress lgsg!!! (part 2 plg best skali...=D)
mmg best la time kecik2 dulu!
hehe... dulu pun kwn2 dila panggil dila doremon... haha!
coz dila ada mcm2 brg like stapler, cellotape, gunting, n especially dictioneries...
so my friends suke pinjam la...
hehe... evryday masa 2 mesti ada je org panggil 'dila, nk pinjam stapler?' or 'nk pinjam kamus dila bole?' hehe... dila pun x kesah diorg guna... i'm alwys helpful... i didnt mind at all...
tp skrg da lain kan kak...
time has change A LOT.
bitter sweet xperiences in life hs tot me 2 be stronger n stronger 2 face different challanges evrydy...
when d going gets tough, d tough gets going...
n we only can rely on our families n close friends whom we trust... close friends who r TRUE friends 2 b exact...
hmmm...
waaa... pnjg berjela plak dila b'cite... haha! hope u dun mind reading dis looooong comment kak... (n_n)
klau akak nk tau dila pun suke write in my diary or type in my laptop bout wats going on with my evryday life...
mcm akak la!
hehe... cume dila x slalu sgt on9...
so x dpt nk 2lis dlm blog dila...
da lama gile x bukak blog...
haha...
u know wat kak, aftr reading ur blog i realized dat we hv a lot in common tau...
insyallah bile akak x balik m'sia nnt kite jumpe n borak2 kay?
n btw, dila da nk masuk uni tau dis 18th of may... nex monday...
dila masuk MSU kt shah alam...
msu stands 4 Management n Science University... dila amik course Bachelor in Education majoring in TESL.. plz pray 4 my success kay kak iqa!!!!!! i really hope my life in college wud b a hell lot better than my skool lfe...
kay kak... akak take gud care of urself tau kt sana...
CANT WAIT 2 C U SOON BACK IN MALAYSIA!!!!!
REALLY MISSED U KAK!!!!!
till then, with infinite love frm ur lil cuz!! daa...~
salam ziarah,
salam ta'aruf =)
its your ex-super senior back in bukit merbah here =)
its ok to feel lonely, just remember that Allah is near; nearer and closer than our veins to us iA =)
dila: thanx dila... im feeling better now after read your comment...
hehe..
akak: terima kasih akak.. yes, Allah is always there to protect me... these uneasy feelings are just His tests for me to go through this life.. at least i can still realize that He is loving me by giving tons of problems for me to overcome and be a stronger person in future.. =))
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