I'm BACKKKKKK!!!!

I know that i've been 'missing' for like almost a year but don't worry cuz now i'm totally back with the same eiqa that you guys probably know! lol

ok 1st of all, i would like to share a few things about my life for the past few months..

 Well, i don't know if u guys know about me playing futsal.. but when i was in 1st year, i joined futsal for the rufflesia league and even for the uni team for the volgo games..

 but for this year, i tried for the selection but i didn't get through the team though.. honestly, i was kinda frustrated but i realized that i had to put myself in my shoes. so i tried to do something else something like hanging around Moscow City with some Russian tour guides! (well, they're nice people though!). It was revealing but at the end, when  i got back home the feelings came back to me and i totally got no mood at all...  I know its kinda annoying when im not in the mood.. but i think its better for me to be like that because i don't prefer to tell to anyone else.. All i did was convincing myself that there is a reason why i didn't get through the team and Allah knows what's the best for me. or maybe that's the best for the team! but i'm still glad that my roomie got selected and i just hoped for the best for her and the team.

 At first I thought that the game was the only thing that can make me happy and when it got grabbed out from me i was so damn freaking dissapointed.. but then, when the day came.. i realized that i have so many friends here that can make happy.. not the game.. it was a dozen times happier than the game ! we played volleyball, cycling, roller blading and it was so fun! so the next time when people ask me to choose between the game and outing with my friends, i will definitely choose the 2nd one without having a second thought! and that, i know that Allah didn't want me to go to Kursk bcz He doesn't want me to miss such a happy day out with my crazy friends! lol   

And yeah, about my 2nd year 2nd semester life... it's such a heaven life!

i know that i'll miss this semester once i entered my 3rd year.. so i'll cherish and appreciate this time as maximal as i can! yeahhh! hehehe .. well, time goes just in a blink of the eye.. there are 3 months left for me to have such a blissful life in this 2nd year. and there are plenty of plans to go for my friends and I to enjoy our lives here..

well basically that's all for today..

thanx for listening..

:)

I'm NoT ALoNe

I was going home down hearted and hoping
I knew I was closed to some new beginning
I knew there’s a reason for everything That comes and goes
And there were so many people looking to me
Asked me to be strong and to fight But I was just and still surviving
And maybe I’m weak but I’m never defeated
And I’ll keep believing in clouds with that Allah is always there for me
Most days I try my best
To put on a brave face
But inside my bones are cold and deteriorating
And my heart breaks
But somehow something’s keeping me safe
And alive

And I won’t give up like this
I had been given strength from Him
Now that I’ve found it
Nothing can take that away

Thank you Allah
For giving me this opportunity
To feel what others may not feel
I’ll try my best to do my all out
And one thing I learnt from this life is
Whenever I failed something,
I shouldn’t be sad
In fact I should be honored
Because it makes me depend more on u Ya Allah!

Sebelum Imam Syafie pulang ke rahmatullah, beliau sempat berwasiat kepada para muridnya dan umat islam seluruhnya. Berikut ialah kandungan wasiat tersebut: �Barangsiapa yang ingin meninggalkan dunia dalam keadaan selamat maka hendaklah ia mengamalkan sepuluh perkara.

�1. HAK KEPADA DIRIMengurangkan tidur, mengurangkan makan, mengurangkan percakapan dan berpada-pada dengan rezeki yang ada

.2. HAK KEPADA MALAIKAT MAUTMengqada kewajipan-kewajipan yang tertinggal, mendapatkan kemaafan dari orang yang kita zalimi, membuat persediaan untuk mati dan merasa cinta kepada Allah.

3. HAK KEPADA KUBURMembuang tabiat kencing merata-rata, memperbanyakkan solat Tahajud dan membantu orang yang dizalimi.

4. HAK KEPADA MUNKAR DAN NAKIRTidak berdusta, sentiasa berkata benar, meninggalkan maksiat dan nasihat menasihati.

5. HAK KEPADA MIZAN (Neraca timbangan amal pada hari akhirat)Menahan kemarahan, banyak berzikir, mengikhlaskan amalan dan sanggup menanggung kesusahan.

6. HAK KEPADA SIRAT (Titian yang merentangi neraka pada hari akhirat)Membuang tabiat suka mengumpat, bersikap warak, suka membantu orang beriman dan suka berjemaah.

7. HAK KEPADA MALIK (Penjaga neraka)Menangis lantaran takutkan Allah s.w.t., berbuat baik kepada ibu bapa, bersedekah secara terang- terangan serta sembunyi dan memperbaiki akhlak.

8. HAK KEPADA RIDHWAN (Malaikat penjaga syurga)Berasa redha dengan Qada� Allah, bersabar menerima bala, bersyukur ke atas nikmat Allah dan bertaubat dari melakukan maksiat.

9. HAK KEPADA NABI MUHAMMAD S.A.W.Berselawat ke atas Baginda, berpegang dengan syariat, bergantung kepada as-Sunnah (Hadis), menyayangi para sahabat dan bersaing dalam mencari keredhaan Allah.

10. HAK KEPADA ALLAH S.W.T.Mengajak manusia ke arah kebaikan, mencegah manusia dari kemungkaran, menyukai ketaatan dan membenci kemaksiatan.Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda:,�Sampaikanlah pesanku biarpun dengan sepotong ayat


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kisah minah dan abu....

saye ade sorang besfren ni... die tersangat lah tabah n sabar lagi cekal... saye yg tgk die pun rase cam nk marah je bf die... ade ke ptt bf die x appreciate die??? dah la die duk abis duit nk buat surprise anniversary kat bf die yg nun jauh di mata... pastu die marah2 lagi kat besfren saye ni.. ok , let say kite bagi name kat besfren saye ni minah k.. si minah ni dah looking forward sgt nk buat surprise tu... die punye lah plan berbulan2 lame nye... but when the day had come, die nangis sehari suntuk.. kesian gile kat die.. da la ade bio colloq mase tu... saye pun kesian da x kat die bg die notes bio.. hehe, alhamdulillah dapat gak chittere.. heheheeheh...

ok balik kat cite si bf minah ni... dah la die x appreciate si minah, jap2 pggl die si abu la... si abu ni langsung x ckp sorry or even thank u! omg! wat kind of person is that??? n skarang da x peduli da kat si minah.. nk kate exam, dah lame abis exam... kesian gile.. kalau dulu ari2 nk contact... nk webcam.. skang ni terkontang kanting la si minah ni.... nasib baik la si minah ni kira hot tau.. abu x de.. ramai lagi org nk kat minah la.. cuma minah ni setia je kat abu.. saye pun x phm kat minah je... kalau abu ni ensem x pe lah jugak kan.. adoyai.. bkn nak pandang kat muka.. saye ni lagi la x lawa nk di compare ngan sape2 kan... tp die tu kena lah paham kan... kalau da x suka ckp je la, tersiksa minah tu lagi kan... mmmmm, what kind of people is he?

he's not contacting si minah, but at the same time he's going out enjoying with his frens to other places... what do u think of minah's feelings??? kesian gileee... x pe lah minah, kite ade kat sini ngan awk... saba je la k.. maybe Allah x nk die jd future husband awk, sbb die mmg x layak utk awk kot.. ni br bf da buat prangai cmni.. belum husband lagi kan.. at least Allah da bukak mata awk skang... lg pun trust me, being single is enjoyable.. x yah nk sibuk2 pk pasal die.. hehehe... sekian saje warkah berlagu pilu utk minah ye... jgn duk pk2 lagi kat si abu.... just let him go with the wind n start open the new chapter of ur life!

=)))))

“Dan demi sesungguhnya, jika Kami rasakan manusia sesuatu pemberian rahmat dari Kami kemudian Kami tarik balik pemberian itu daripadanya, mendapati dia amat berputus asa, lagi amat tidak bersyukur. Dan demi sesungguhnya, kalau Kami memberinya pula kesenangan sesudah ia menderita kesusahan, tentulah ia akan berkata:’telah hilang lenyaplah dariku kesusahan yang menimpa diriku’. Sesungguhnya ia(dengan kesenangan itu)riang kembali,lagi bermegah-megah(kepada org ramai).Kecuali orang2 yg sabar dan mengerjakan amal soleh maka mereka itu beroleh keampunan dan pahala yg besar”(Surah Hud:9-11)

doa utk mengelak kesusahan..

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الذي لَا يَضُرُّ مع اسْمِهِ شَيْءٌ في الأرض ولا في السَّمَاءِ وهو السَّمِيعُ الْعَلِيمُ

Dengan nama Allah yang tiada dimudaratkan sesuatu apapun dengan namaNya samada di bumi dan di langit, dan Dialah Maha Mendengar dan Maha Mengetahui" sebanyak 3 kali, maka ia tidak ditimpa kesusahan bala dan musibah sehinggalah subuh esoknya, dan barangsiapa membacanya ketika subuh 3 kali, ia tidak ditimpa kesusahan bala dan musibah sehingga petangnya" Riwayat Abu Daud, 4/323 ; At-Tirmidizi, 5/465 dan Ahmad ; Tirmizi : Hasan

if u think u're the victim, please think carefully... hehe

Apabila kamu dianiaya dan dihina oleh orang lain, maka senyumlah kerana kamu adalah orang yang dianiaya bukan orang yang menganiaya. Panjatkanlah puji syukur kepada Allah swt yang telah menjaga diri kamu hingga kamu tidak berada pada posisinya dan ia pula tidak berada pada posisi kamu. =D