so sick~

how do you feel when a FRIEND that closed to you let you DOWN??
how do you feel when he or she IGNORED you and acted like you've NEVER met before??
what are you gonna do when you CALLED her and she NEVER answer you back???
what are your FEELINGS when people dont know the TRUE story and at last made up a conclusion to put the BLAME on you???
what can you do to make things like BEFORE?
how you can CONTROL your EMOTIONS while you are a very SENSITIVE kinda person??
how you can FORGET everything and just ACT like it DIDNT happen??
how am i going to get THROUGH this SITUATION???


i dont know what im gonna do now... but im sure i have plenty of frens... if a bunch go, there are so many bunches will come back to me... all i have to do is STOP being TOO nice to other people and STOP taking care of other's feelings... i know this is CRAP and its TOTALLY not so me but i have to make a CHANGE in myself or i'll get more HURT in the future.. im so sick of being too good....